Well, he kind of did know, but... he doesn't want to talk about that! He just laughs sheepishly and lowers his hands to his lap instead. He thinks Jamil is being rather unfair, but it is done now, and it's the same regardless – Kalim will tell him next time.

"Sorry, Jamil. It did feel really different from when you do it, though... I knew it'd happened when I was still brainwashed, you know? I just thought it was okay. I think if it was still affecting me I'd feel really differently about it."